The passed few days I have been working out like crazy . I have done boot camp, yoga, spinning. Yesterday, every time I got out of my chair, walked around my office or just even moved,my body reminded me how hard I have been working also how out of shape I must be - I am so sore, I swear even my hair hurts. I am wondering how I let myself get here- lack of will power, lazy, too many wine and cheese plates ? I am going to not let myself get to that place again. I am nowhere near my goals, and my mental challenges are still there. I swear I can still here bags of Cheetos calling my name from grocery store (lol, I know they are not but I still have those salty cravings) . I have a long way to go forward but I am pretty sure this time I am not going to take any steps backward. John, my boyfriend, stated that I am "knee deep" into this adventure, and he is happy that I am doing this. I realized more importantly, I am happy I am doing this.